jieshi_lovesyou_57_s____

DEAD TIRED!!!

2005-05-03T15:22:00.000-07:00

saturday went for my piano lesson again.i feel so stupid.i mean my fingers.sloppy!!!still can't get it right.have to trouble my teacher to find out what to do.so ma fan.

i feel so tired and muscles is aching all over!!!
yesterday was my first day of work.finally.haha.i stood for a total of 5 and 1/2 hour without resting.my leg is so pain now.arghh.but its okay.at least i will be paid.haha.

POS.

2005-04-23T23:52:00.000-07:00

today wans't that good.was pissed off by somebody.no one does anything wrong and she was like scolding like nobody's business.feel like slapping her but i know i can't.i'm calm i'm calm.violence can't help anything.in fact,it spoils everything.i guess she has PMS.seriously,everyone thinks so.so i am right i suppose.haha.

hmmm.pos practice is next week but i still haven't sign up yet.never mind.i will still go for practice.i'm scared.scared to see someone.kinda awkward cause of some stuff.hmmm.but it's okay.it's been so long already.i guess everything should have cools down.i guess.actually i hope.nothing big.guess i just have to console myself and stuff.

girl,
*jieshi

First piano lesson.

2005-04-18T18:33:00.000-07:00

Alright.yesterday finally went for my first piano lesson.Well,it was quite fun and was glad that the teacher had patience in me.Not that bad.I was quite bad at memorising all the name for the notes.What crotchet,minim and semibreve.so ma fan.have to practice at sherlyn house next time.look after me please thank you.

after piano i went to eat at macdonald around katong or something.then went back to sherlyn's house.not long later we went to bras basah then to bugis then to town.my lig is like how pain.walking the whole day.quite boring actually.nothing to shop.then went back to sherlyn's house again.stay still 2 plus then go home.lucky that we stay quite near.haha.

boring,
*jieshi

Billiard.money.

2005-04-15T22:59:00.000-07:00

hmm.this sherlyn has been calling me to play billiard in school this few days.my billiard partner.sounds stupid.not that fun actually but just play for the sake of playing.

pocket has been quite tight recently.how i wish there ARE some kind soul out there can be more generous.haha.just kidding.i will save money.don't worry.

think i will be going service 5 with julie this week.

money face,
*jieshi

Smart

2005-04-15T22:49:00.000-07:00

how i wish i can get rid of the habit of scolding the word "stupid".

Crazy.

2005-04-12T00:50:00.000-07:00

hai.i went town today with Sherlyn we are suppose to be at Clementi for sports's day.yeah you get what i mean?good.we went town just to like walk around.i am like so angry that i went out so long but i didn't even bought a single.and i mean a single.alright.i really have got nothing more to say about this.

i also have nothing more to say about Sherlyn and herriend.i am like so crazy after going out with Sherlyn.i mean knowing her for so long.she is like influencing me in everything.i mean my attitude i guess.and her auntie behaviour.with that finger pointing at people and talk.you get it?auntie.all thanks to Sherlyn.didn't know she is so powerful.haha.

really got nothing to say,
*jieshi

crazy day.

2005-04-10T00:50:00.000-07:00

hmm i think today is a crazy.went to sign up for piano with sherlyn then went home and stone there for like half and hour.then went out again to meet sherlyn after her piano lesson.i walk like how many big rounds then i found her.stupid.

we went pastamania to have our lunch then her stupid friend called****.i shall not reveal cause its too throw face.haha.we haven't even finsh half of our food then we left.what a waste.

we then went to heeren to have a walk and d**** saw her girlfriend and company and made me and sherlyn to follow them like nobody's business.i mean like a dog.

finally we get to cine to meet his friend and went to play billiard.they played but not me.d**** jump ball then act smart.acting cool down there singing.sherlyn played to but erm...yeah.you know what i meant?yeah.haha.

we were like walking here and there and they asked me to help them buy beer.i was scared but then i succeeded not very proud.haha.so naughty.d****'s friend!do i look that old?say until i look so old that's why can help you buy.not even a thanks from you but instead you suan me.you so bad!

retard,
*jieshi

PTC(parents-teacher conference).

2005-04-09T01:04:00.000-07:00

woohoo~!haha.today is PTC day.my mum was not free to attend this meeting so Mrs low called my mum.lucky mrs low didn't bad mouth.my mum too.haha.mrs low said i did mature since the day she knew me and i was like...you know?she asked me to study harder.she is so good.i just love her.so kind.haha.

just not long ago i went to search for blogskin i found this colourful skin.i was so fussy.used so much time typing my profile and stuff again.i hope i won't be changing it so soon again or else i have to waste time again.

i just thought of singing up for piano lesson.don't laugh please thank you.i find it a bit throw face cause i am like how old already.so many people like my age already what grade.i thought over it again.thinking that its never too old to learn anything.yup.and erm i think i will be taking up french and either italian or spanish language.hmm.i will be doing volunteery work at a children's home.still looking for one.and erm joining badminton even though i know how to play.learning all this is because of the NYAA thing.i think my schedule will be so tight.*stress*

stress,
*jieshi

I'm back.

2005-04-07T23:25:00.000-07:00

hey everyone.i'm back.i have no idea why i am blogging again.i have not been blogging since january.kinda rusty.haha.anyway,please tag my board k.i hereby announce again that my blog is open again.haha.never mind.i know its not funny.

rusty me,
*jieshi

1...2...3...days...

2005-01-12T22:37:00.000-08:00

1...2...3...days...Hmmm.I think around 10 days i never update already.Feel so bored with it can.BORED!!!Well since now got time then i blog blog.

Haha.Recently start to play MS.OMG!Its so fun and challenging i tell you.But sad for my keyboard.Keep pressing cause to excited.Don't kill me!!!I hate you monster!!!Haha.Trying to play cheat to level in party.Opps!Haha.Not done that yet okay.Just sum it up.Its so FUN!!!

Hai...It's like don't like to see people showing attitude can?Like got moodswing.Sometimes treat you so good then sometimes want to quarrel.What's the problem with you man!?!Fine.I think you just have to go to a councillor or Psychologist cause i think you are so psychotic can?

*bleah bleah*,
Jie Shi

Tomorrow School Reopen!!!

2005-01-02T09:13:00.000-08:00

Hmmm.Tomorrow school reopening.Really gonna miss the fun i had during the holidays.Especially the days i had with my Darlings.Our company neh!Haha.

I am not happy today because my mother don't allow me to go for cell group meeting and attend church.How sad.Hai...

Don't talk to me!!!

*sad sad*,
Jie Shi

New Blog Skin!!!

2004-12-30T07:11:00.000-08:00

Heh heh.I got a new blogskin.Sherlyn sent it to me.Isn't it cute and lovely?Haha.

Tomorrow will be going for chalet.Be back on sunday.Haha.Won't be blogging for a short period of time.Hai...So sad.Gonna miss my computer.

Today cousin sleeping at my house.Going for the chalet together tomorrow.I know its gonna be fun but i pray that there won't be rain.

See Ya,
~+.Jie Shi.+~

Went Out With Darling-Sherlyn

2004-12-29T22:49:00.000-08:00

Whee!~Guess what?I went out with Sherlyn to day again.Haha.Actually went Amara with Sherlyn and i got a pair of shoe at Charles and Keith then to this shop to get Bao Hui, my friend and my cgl present.Then Ai Lin came here.But we only accompany her for 15 minutes then her driver came to fetch her.

After she went back Sherlyn, I and her mum, younger brother and her grandparents went out together.Haha.We went to Chinatown's OG and i get a top.*sob sob*.Pocket pain but its really nice.Not regret buying it.

Then we went to KFC to eat.I never pay any.It was Sherlyn's mum who paid it.Haha.Praise God!Then we bought the same school shoe and school bag but different colour.Haha.So fun.

Reached home at around 9.30 with Sherlyn.She came my house play com a while then she went home.Suppose to install something but got some error.Hai...

And oh!We both got some make-up stuff.Planning to put it when we go Ai Lin's house tomorrow.Haha.Wonder how much i spent.Hai...Going to kill Sherlyn for influencing me.Haha.Just joking.I will love you always Sherlyn!*Muackz*

*wink wink*,
Jie Shi

Back to Singapore...

2004-12-23T23:26:00.000-08:00

hey!Haha.hasn't been updating for the past 4 to 5 days cause i went to Malaysia.No i am back.Really miss you guys!Especiall my Darling #1c.Haha.Miss me not?Don't so mean.Haha.

Hmmm.Not really that fun in Malaysia than in Singapore.Down there no shopping centre but i bought loads of food though.Haha.

Tomorrow leaving again to my cousin's house.Think coming back on sunday.Going to bring her to the Indoor Stadium for the Christmas celebration organised by my church.I know its gonna be fun.Haha.Want to join me?

Nothing to say about so i goona end here.See ya!~

Loads of love and misses,
...............Jie..Shi.................

BORED!!!~

2004-12-18T00:22:00.000-08:00

Harlow...I am bored don't want to update anything but just want to say that Sy Roger preach such an awesome word today.Be sure to be there tomorrow!

Going to Malaysia tomorrow morning and will be back on either wednesday or thursday.Will miss you guys!!!Take care loads.

*Muackz*,
^Jie_Shi^

Miss You Guys!~

2004-12-16T09:36:00.000-08:00

Hmm.This holidays did not really meet up with my classmates except a few of them.Next year many of us are not going to be in the same class.Some will go 3J,some will go 3MM.I am going to miss you guys!I really hope that even if we are from the different class,during recess we can still come together and fellowship.

Today,I went Bugis with Sherlyn to fix her phone but the person said that the shop had closed down and moved to Orchard area.After eating i am Sherlyn went Town to look around but couldn't find the shop.We walk her walk there.So tiring but in the end still cannot find.We decided to give as it is very late and we think its a waste of time.In the end we went home with a neoprint.So sad.

At night,went playground with Sherlyn to chat a while then after that we decided to go Kopitiam to buy chicken.I went to Sherlyn's house to eat then just nice her parents came home.So i took one piece,Sherlyn took one piece and her dad took the remaining piece.*yum yum*.Its so nice.*munch munch munch*.Haha.Then her turn to come my house.We were making a new blogskin for my skin.But forget to put the chatterbox in it then cannot chat.*sob sob*

Just know that on this Sunday i will be going to Malaysia for a few days.Very sad.Cannot attend service with my cell group.So on Saturday my schedule is afternoon cell group meeting,after the meeting then bible study.In the evening go service together with Elaine.

But never mind.Tomorrow going HarbourFront with Sherlyn.Hope i can get what i want down there.Pen off here.Take care people!Love you loads!~

Ciao~,
#Jie-57-Shi#

BORED!~

2004-12-13T23:23:00.000-08:00

Today is a boring day.Being trapped at home.

Service 4 and 6.

2004-12-12T12:29:00.000-08:00

Hey people who did not sacrifice to wake up early and not attend service 4,you are going to be jealous of me.Cause i did.Doctor Avanizi preached a great message.Okay i am kind.I will share with you.I kinda like summerise it k.

-We should atand up for the promises of God when things go wrong.
-The Lord will provide and it shall be provided.
-The miracle will only happen when faith takes place.
-If it could be seen,it is not by faith.See it by visions.
-Manifesting is an easy way of faith.
-God will deliver us from all troubles.
-When we come together as a group,the power of God will come upon us.
-Have progressive visions.
-All things are og God.

You did not turn up so there are things that you missed out and its very difficult for me to express it in words but i understand it by heart.

Pastor Kong shared an awesome message too.I felt that God spoke to Pastor Kong for this message and then to me.I felt that this message is for me as i was about to give up.But fortunately i heard this message.I believe that God will bless me tremendously as what Keng Yip said too.And i choose to believe it cause God loves us to trust in Him.I will share with you now k.

~Journey of Your Dream~
1)Get your dream from God.
-First you have to get an encounter with God.
2)Ask God for strategy.
-Ask God how and not to say never.
-Believe what God says.God loves you to believe in Him.
3)The Holy Spirit will come upon you.
-With God nothing is impossible.
4)Get a promise from the Word(Bible).
-God will never waste a word.
5)Surrender to the will of God.
-Take the first step and draw near to God.
-Don't let your blessings and rewards block you from loving God fervently.
-God said,"Not My will but yours to be done."
Trust=for the better and for the worse.for the rich and for the poor.
6)Your dream will be threatened to lost.
-Do not stop loving God after you get your blessings.
-He is the One who gives you all things.
7)God's dream in you will grow and in crease in your life.
-God will never call you to deminishing life.Understand Him

Haha.That's about it.Next week a special guest going to preach.I must be prepared and be open to the Word of God.Hope to see you there!

Think all problems of mine is getting eaasy and nothing to worry bout.Only left one more.God will help me to solve it.I hope its the ways i wanted.

Take kaire,
-Jie_Shi-

Weak me.

2004-12-11T23:09:00.000-08:00

LKY!!!Not all my credit.You did it well too.Haha.I don't like me laughing now.Looks so hypocrite to me.I am getting more and more disliking myself.Always have watery eyes.Worse is i don't even know why.I have like so many problems.Feelings.Friends.Computer.All are my problems.You won't even believe it if i tell you that i cried cause my computer got virus.I hate my computer!!!Now then i realise that i am weak.So don't have too high hope on me people.If not you'll regret it.One sentence that i heard makes my smile turn upside down.So whose fault is it?How i hope that i have short term memory.It really does help.Now that i have this kind of phoebia with smiling.I know people will say i hypocrite and stuff.But who cares.Cause i don't care.You don't like me so you think i like you?*Sob sob*I am talking rubbish.My hand is like connected to my heart.It just can't stop typing.Sherlyn is another one that make me sad.Always don't want to come my church.LOOK!How many problem.Can you compare to me?SHOO!!!

Shop Shop Shop!

2004-12-10T22:30:00.000-08:00

Haha.Sorry that i didn't update last night.hai...So sad.Missed last night conference cause my mommy doesn't allow.Sad right?Cry please.Haha.Yup.Today update my bloggie then help Sherlyn to do it here also cause i cause her com to get virus.*Guilty guilty*.I didn't mean it.It happened after i download the msn 7.0.Even Bao Hui aka Baofik got this problem.How sad.So next time if i auto send you a file please don't open k.Unless i say can open if not you got virus don't come and find me.Haha.Okay.Today i went town with my Darling #1C (Sherlyn).I love her and i hope she realy loves me too.Haha.Is friends kinda love.Don't think too much.Oh ya.So i bought 2 jeans today.Nothing else.Then i think Sherlyn bought a mini skirt and a black top today.*Sexay*.Haha.Yeah.Today we more guai.We went home around 7.Yup.That's about it.I continue to update tomorrow.No where to go tomorrow.Okay then.Miss ME!!!Haha.*muackz muackz*
*Smiley*,
-Jie Shi-

Raising the Standard Conference night #1

2004-12-09T01:09:00.000-08:00

Hmmm.Wait wait wait.Now updating.Don't so impatient.I know you miss me.Haha.Now update k.Well,woke up early in the morning today to prepare myself for the Raise the Stanard Conference.Woke up at 7am.Early right?*yawn*haha.Must sacrifice.Brother Darren said no pain no gain.Yup.So obviously i gain something today.Brother Darren is my zone supervisor.Today Brother Darren shared about Building Foundations.Just want to summerize what i learn k.

How do we build a strong foundation on the Word of God?
1)Confrontation:We need to Personally Encounter the Word.
2)Revelation:We Receive Understanding from God.
3)Acknowledgement:We have to Commit to God's Word.
4)Confession:We Step Out to Do the Word.
a-Conviction.
b-Confidence.
~Only doers of the the Word get the blessing.
~Your character is what you really are while your reputation is merely what others think you are.

Developing Habits of Integrity.
~Integrity=to have a habit of matching your inward with your outward.
1)Walk in truth.
2)Keep your word.
3)Do the right thing.
~Often,a lack of integrity is not what we do but what we don't do.
~Being a peron of integrity,demands actions on what we believe.
4)Stand up for the truth.
~Integrity,being whole,is a victory, not a gift.

Hmmm.So how you find the Word?Meaningful right?Haha.I know a bit "chim".Don't understand ask me k.Haha.Oh ya!Today i bought this book from attribute call "TouchPoints for Hurting People".I have not read it yet but soon.I let you know what's the book about after i read a few pages k.I am really happy today.Receive such great Word.I kinda like heard what God spoke to me when the afternoon sessions about to end.He said, "I love you and I am your friend."Something like that i forgot.Well He said this for a purpose and i am not telling you what is it.Haha.*bleah*.Tomorrow going to have another session and i am excited about it.Tomorrow is the last night.Sad sad.

Hurting person,
..Jie Shi..

Loving you~

2004-12-07T23:13:00.000-08:00

I have been thinking of it for so long.Everytime i think of it,its always half way.I don't dare to proceed till the end.I don't dare to face the reality.This 6 months that i have been through is hard.It has been hard on me.Yesterday.Today.Tomorrow.I hope this will come to a happy end.Its good to you.If its good to you i will be happy.When i see you smile my heart melts.When i see you walk pass me i feel myself floating.I have never seen you sad cause i don't have a chance to.I don't want to see you sad.My heart will break.Maybe when it break you will see water flowing down.This is the droplets that i have collected from my eyes when i think of you.I have been lonely for this 6 months.I hope this will not take long.Or i may want to end this wait.I hope i can do it.Cause i can't stand it anymore.6 months is already long enough.I don't want to carry on.I hope there will be no 7th months,8th months,9th months...I hope there is a new 1st day,1st month,1st years,10th years.Or even 1st lifetime.I don't want to continue to seat at your registration counter.Worst,the last seat where i am seating right now.I don't want to see your secretary.Cause i am scared to be eliminated.I dare not face the reality.But my feet is like glued to the ground.I can't run away.I really wish i could before you come and tell me the truth.My head is spinning round and round.How i wish there is this midicine that can help me to stop the pain.Or best even to forget you.How i wish i never know you.Then i won't need to suffer alone.Cause i felt that there is this coat around me that stop people from helping me.Even though when i needed them so much.There is no one around to help me when i was down.No one understand me.They just don't.They themselves don't even understand the situation then they start blaming me.Why can't you be there to help me?To console me?Or even like others to act like a clown to humour me?Why do i have to suffer alone?Do i really have to tell the whole world how i feel then you can understand.I don't understand why?Cuase i thought you always knew.Maybe its just my thoughts.

6 months that i have suffered,
ihS eiJ_Jie Shi

Shopping!

2004-12-06T23:37:00.000-08:00

Hey yo!Today was awesome i tell you.I went out with my auntie today.Before shopping,i went to eat Sakae Sushi.Cost like don't know how much.Haha.Very guilty.But not me who eat the most.Haha.Is erm my is sister.Haha.Opps!Haha.Nice though.*yum yum*After eating,we went shopping.Haha.This is the part i love.*bleah*Hmmm.I bought like 2 jeans and 5 tops that cost around 2oo+.Then after that she bless me with another 50 bucks.Its like "WOW~".Haha.Really thank God bout this.So long nobody really bless me that much.Haha.I love my aunt!She is great!But she bless me so much with one conditon.She want me study hard from next year.Well i think i did promise her just now.So i shall keep my promise.Haha.Hmmm.Now looking for people to go to the conference thing with me on thursday.*looking left**looking right*.Hoho.Want to join me to experience the love of God?See Ya!~

With love,
.^Jie_Shi^.

Today

2004-12-06T01:41:00.000-08:00

Hey!Haha.Today i almost missed my service in church cause i OVERslept.Haha.But in the end i took a cab down.Reach just in time.But my pocket now got one big hole.Hmmm.Waiting for God to bless me again.Yeah!Today's service was awesome!Really was blessed by the message.After the service there was a graduation for the School of Theology(SOT).It was so touching.One by one came up to the stage to collect their certificate.Some of their parents came to support them too.One of those who graduated was from my zone.Her name is called Gladys.Congratulate!!!When she went up,Our zone shouted so loud until pastor Kong look at us and our banners and stuff.Haha.I am going to SOT after i graduate from my poly also.That will be like in the year 2010?Haha.I will.I share with you the message today k.Pastor Kong shared a message about the 4 factors to be like Jesus.1)Be like Jesus in the way He THINKS.2)Be like Jesus in the way Jesus has FAITH.3)Be like Jesus in the way He was a SERVANT.If you are secure,you will have the godly confidence in you.4)Be like Jesus in His ATTITUDE.a)A willing heart releases ABILITY.b)A willing heart releases ENERGY.c)A willing heart releases STRATEGY.d)A willing heart releases GOD'S BLESSINGS.

Your love,
Jie Shi

BBQ

2004-12-05T01:30:00.000-08:00

Haha.Today in the afternoon went to Ai Lin's house for BBQ.When i reach there we tried to ask as many people to turn up for the BBQ but in the end only like hoe many people turn up.Haha.Don't want to mention the number.Haha.Though there were not many people but it was fun!We chatted about our class and Singapore Idol stuff.Only Sherlyn alone is against Taufik from winning.Haha.*shame shame*Haha.Opps!Don't whack me jie jie.Haha.Oh ya!Before we went home,we went town for a while and you know what?!?We saw Taufik!!!It was around 10 plus when all the shops had closes.He was so dao.Actually not his fault cause we didn't even say "Taufik" or "hi".Haha.Okay our fault.Our fault.Haha.And i think when i was at Ai Lin's house i was very irritating cause i keep shouting when her dog came near me.So scary.Actually it was her dog the one that is irritating.Keep coming over to our table to disturb us."Come near me again and i will skin you alive!!!"Haha.Just joking.I am not so cruel.Her dog is cute though.Haha.Have to stop here.Tomorrow going to church.I am excited of what message pastor Kong is going share with us.ciao~

Shop-till-we-broke.Broke-till-we-drop.

2004-12-04T02:03:00.000-08:00

Haha.Tell you what i did today k.Basically today i did some shopping with Sherlyn and Ai Lin.We raelly went broke and we almost drop.The worst thing is that i and Ai Lin both have stomachache.I think that is bad espacially when we plan to really SHOP.Haha.Today i bought two skirt and one top.Some jappie jappie clothes.Total i think cost like around 100 plus.I think they are so nice but Ai Lin said that the clothes are so ah lian.Sherlyn said that its nice too.Haha.i bought a roxy bag around 20 plus.A Charles and Keith shoe around 20 plus also.I ate alot today.Spent around 10 plus on food.I am like a pig!!!Haha.That's how we went broke.Really broke.Then after shopping we went to Ai Lin's house and she ordered KFC for us.We hang around at the computer making blog.Yup.So fun.Don't you think so?!?Haha.Oh ya!We took neoprints too.So cool.I didn't pay a cent.Opps!Haha.Thanks to Sherlyn and Ai Lin anyway.Haha.My auntie going to bring my sister and i to shop in the coming monday.She is going to bless us with things we wanted but i already bought what i wanted.So maybe i going to ask for a school bag and a pencil case.Can't be too thick skin.Yeah.I am looking forward to that day.

2004-12-03T05:00:00.000-08:00

#57_JieShi_loves_you_all